TouGH LiFe

Sunday, July 13, 2008

today was kind of worthless but tiring. many things happen. thanks to dawn again, i manage to get the music i want on my blog:D. it is below the archives. the song is Memorial Address by AYUMI HAMASAKI. this is one of my favourites. even before i knew the english translation of the lyrics, i just love it.

ENGLISH:
I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself

*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie

The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now

Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
Only once, even if it had been a lie

Why did you do it this way
Leaving memories only to the very end?

(*) repeat

Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
And that I'm not yet awake

Romanji:
Munasawagi to tomo ni nemuri ni tsuita yofuke
Totemo kanashii yume o miteita no o oboeteru
Sono asa yokan wa chinmoku o yaburu youni
Naridashita denwa de genjitsu no mono to natta
Kokoro ni kienai kizuato o nokoshita mama
Anata wa hitori hoshi ni natta

*Sayonara ne mou nidoto aenai basho e itta none
Eien no wakare no tsumetasa o uketomerarezu ni
Kikasete hoshikatta uso de kamawanai kara
Atashi wa anata ni tashikani aisarete itatte
Tatta ichido de iikara

Owari naki hazu no kanashimi wa maku o tojite
Kisetsu mo kawatte samusa ga yakeni mi ni shimiru kedo
Are wa wasure mo shinai natsu no hajimari no hi de
Atashi no kawari ni kotoshi wa sora ga naki tsuzuketa
Datte amarinimo yume no tsuzuki no youde
Mada naku koto sae mo dekinai mama

Sayonara ne saigo no kotoba sae todokanai
Wakare no tsumetasa o
Iyatte hodo omoishirasareru
Kikasete hoshikatta uso de kamawanai kara
Sugoshita ano hi o kuyandari shitenaindatte
Tatta ichido de iikara

Doushite souyatte saigo no saigo made nee
Omoide dake o oiteku no

(*) repeat

Kore wa tada no yume no tsuzuki no monogatari de
Atashi wa mada me ga sametenai dake to itte

tomorrow school starts again. life is so stressful during the weekdays especially this week. i would like to wish all EXPRESS chinese students in 4G1 all the best. GAMBATTE! there are lots of homework that i have not completed, from tuition and school! WHAT SHOULD I DO?

给老师的一封信:

老师感谢您这两年的教导和鼓励. 以前小学时，中一，中二时，我是被逼的情况下学华文，十分讨厌做华文功课. 是您让我爱上了华文.可能不单单是我而是整个4G1.您为我们所付出的我们都感受得到，看得到.如果没有您，那这两年的华文课一定会很闷.希望我的成绩能证明我现在对华文的爱，证明老师所付出的精力和时间一点也没有浪费在我的身上. 我觉得我的一千个，一万个的谢谢不够感谢您所帮我的所教我的.星期二是4G1和老师的最后一堂课了，时间过得真快.两年的青春就这样"飞"走了.真希望能永远做老师的学生..
佩铮
anw, i think soon it would not only be my chinese teacher that i will be saying GOODBYE to already.

I have also just added glitter/fated by AYUMI HAMASAKI. it shows me the meetings of strangers and the splitting up with those whom you know, it is just a part of process of life. However, there are still no english translation for this two songs if i am not wrong.

GLITTER:
Kono natsu bokutachi wa yori
Tsuyoku kagayaki wo masu
Ima wo tada daiji ni shite

Omoidashiteru kyonen no imagoro to
Tooi mukashi no imagoro no koto to ka
Kekkyoku hoshii mono wa kawatte nai
Yes still believe in love

Ano hi hitori de namida shiteta yoru wo
Ima demo yake ni hakkiri oboeteru
Dakedo koukai nante shite nai n da
Yes cause believe in love

Wow, wow, wow, otona ni natta no no no
Zannen nagara
Wow, wow, wow, madamada kasoku wa tomaranai

Kono natsu bokutachi wa yori
Tsuyoku kagayaki wo masu
Odoridasu kodou wo tashika ni kanjiru

Bokutachi no mirai ga
Doko e mukatteru to shite mo
Ima wo tada daiji ni shite

Kawatta mono wa ittai nan darou
Kanashii toki ni nakenaku natta koto
Kanashii toki ni nakenaku natta koto
So I'll be with you

Wow, wow, wow, taisetsu na mono wa yeah yeah yeah
Kimi no egao
Wow, wow, wow, sono tame ni wa sora mo toberu hazu

Kono natsu bokutachi no
Atarashii tabi ga hajimaru
Tooku no munasawagi tasuke ni kikoeru

Bokutachi ga yume miru
Ano basho e tsuzuku michi wo
From http://6lyrics.com
Kyou mo mata sagashi ni ikou

Kimi no egao no wake
Kimi no sono kotoba no imi mo
Nee chanto wakatte iru tsumori da kara

Kono natsu bokutachi wa yori
Tsuyoku kagayaki wo masu
Odoridasu kodou wo tashika ni kanjiru

Bokutachi no mirai ga
Doko e mukatteru to shite mo
Ima wo tada daiji ni shite

FATED:
Unmei ni kimi wa shinjiteru
Soremade mo nanimo ka mo subete
Kaete itte shimau you na
Isshun no deai

Me ga atte shunkan ni kizuku
Unmei atte kakushin ni kawaru
Dakedo soko de hito wa ichido
Ashi ga suguru

Kokoro uzukazakari aru
Sa wo tsutaeteru koto wo
Kore wa maboroshi nanka ja nai n da to
Sotto sasayaku

Todokanai koe da to omotteta
Kanawanai yume da to omotteta
Ima boku no me no mae ni iru no wa
Negau no daredemo nai kimi

Kono michi ni doko e tsunagatte
Donna fuu ni tsuzuite iru no ga
Souzou shita tte kentou nante
Tsugu wake mo naku

Tsuyoku aritai to omou hodo ni
Kokoro wa omou
Hangirei suru you ni yowaku natte yuku
Ki ga shite

Nakinagara kimi no na wo sakenda
Yume nara samenaide to negatta
Aa boku no me no mae ni ita no wa
Negau no daredemo nai kimi

Kokoro uzukazakari aru
Sa wo tsutaeteru
Kore wa maboroshi nanka ja nai n da to
Sotto sasayaku

Aishiteru to iwareta katsu dake
Aisareru boku de irareta nara
Aishiteru to itta katsu dake
Aishite ita nara

Todokanai koe da to akirameta
Kanawanai yume da to akirameta
Nee boku no me no mae ni ita no wa
Hontou no kimi datta noni

i wish to hear it once even if it had been a lie that you loved me 8:02 AM