YAY! i just went to collect my ipod today from the service centre. they gave me a totally brand new one, so happy! i thought i lost my earphones! but anyway i found it already which means i have just wasted alot of money buying a new one. i guess i am an impatient and spendthrift person who cannot control my spending! argh gotta start cutting cost now! if not i may have to cancel my end of year plans:( i am busy doing emaths now. i realize i have not done alot of things which make me feel very nervous and stress up! o levels are only about 2 and a half months away and i still don't know what am i doing everyday letting time flow by.
i wish to hear it once even if it had been a lie that you loved me 6:22 AM
Monday, July 21, 2008
so many things happened last week. the dumbest thing i did last week was to pon geography mock, then accidentally threw away my whole stack of membership cards, ezlink card, POSB card... into the dustbin together with the rest of my rubbish. i was very fortunate to retrieve it. there is a FLASHER going around my school these few days and traumatised a few of my school mates. Mr. flasher if you are reading this maybe you should just stop and hide at home, if not you will regret it.
i started watching a taiwan drama 命中注定我爱你. it is so nice, cute, sweet and funny show. once i started watching it i just cannot stop.
this is the nicest taiwan drama i have ever watched. when i was secondary 2 i gave up watching taiwan dramas but i was just easiily convinced to watch this show. i know it is bad for me to watch shows now but AHHH hahaha i just cannot help it i am a video addict.
this show is about a really unfashionable working class girl 陈欣怡[陈乔恩] has the desire to tie down her handsome boyfriend to be with her. Due to certain reasons, her boyfriend gets her to go on a love cruise and she started to ponder on how to lose her virginity and tie down her boyfriend.欣怡 ended up taking cold medicine which made her drowsy and went into 纪存希's[阮经天] room.存希 is the sole male heir to his family's company and has been in love with his girlfriend, Anna, for a long time. He planned to propose to Anna on the boat but she didn't turn up on the cruise. An island owner added drugs into 存希's drink and 存希 became disorientated and returned to his own room.欣怡 and 存希 end up having a one night stand.欣怡 later finds out that she's pregnant and 存希's grandmother forces them to get married. Will a couple forced to marry for the sake of their unborn child find love with each
other?
i love the part when they said
<<女人被骗第一次是纯真，第二次是无知，第三次就是愚蠢。>>
<<我只知道第一次叫偶然，第二次是必然，第三次是命中注定。>>
this part very touching until anna came in. she spoiled the whole thing! but okay anna is not as bad also. anyway i love the ending song.心愿便利贴 by 元若蓝feat.吴忠明. addicted to it already. you can listen to it on the playlist below the cbox!
lyrics:
一天一天贴近你的心 你开心 我关心
一点一滴我都能感应 你是我 最美的相信
等不到 双子座 流星雨 撒滿天际
先点燃 九支仙女棒 代替
最灿烂 不一定 要许多 钻石黃金
看你眼睛 有幸福的倒影
把你的讨厌 宅急便 送到天边
平凡的傻事 用了心 变成经典
存满满的心愿 便利贴 贴成无限
就是我们 最富有的宣言
把你的喜歡 每一天 复习两遍
惊喜的预言 我的天 通通应验
你和我的心愿 便利贴 贴心里面
收集感动 給以后怀念
一天一天贴近你的心
一点一滴我都能感应
你是最美的相信
PEOPLE, you should go watch this show. you will love it.
PS:i made my maid addicted to the show too.
Ever since i started reading NANA and saw takumi's car, i just fell in love with it. it may not be the kind that most people like but i just love it.
if it is stil availble after i have earned enough money i will buy it.
Today is racial harmony day and a very tiring day. i am so tired that i spent my last bit of energy watching 命中注定我爱你 episode 19 and left none to study for my geography mini test tomorrow. so dead! i actually have lots of Amaths and Emaths and Chemistry to do also! argh! anyway today was quite fun, almost all the sec 4s dressed up. in the afternoon it was all madness, i rushed to send my IPOD for servicing, spent a bomb, then rushed for remedial also and had trouble with certain things but the THREE of us managed to get through it in the end anyway. I do not have most of the pictures! will show them next time.
PS: i became a cosplayer today-.-|||
yawns off to sleep now.
i wish to hear it once even if it had been a lie that you loved me 7:17 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
i will never trust my mother again. she left me in school feeling so sick for 2 and a half periods on purpose and she thinks i am faking sick just to pon school. ***
i wish to hear it once even if it had been a lie that you loved me 7:11 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
today was kind of worthless but tiring. many things happen. thanks to dawn again, i manage to get the music i want on my blog:D. it is below the archives. the song is Memorial Address by AYUMI HAMASAKI. this is one of my favourites. even before i knew the english translation of the lyrics, i just love it.
ENGLISH:
I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself
*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie
The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now
Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
Only once, even if it had been a lie
Why did you do it this way
Leaving memories only to the very end?
(*) repeat
Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
And that I'm not yet awake
Romanji:
Munasawagi to tomo ni nemuri ni tsuita yofuke
Totemo kanashii yume o miteita no o oboeteru
Sono asa yokan wa chinmoku o yaburu youni
Naridashita denwa de genjitsu no mono to natta
Kokoro ni kienai kizuato o nokoshita mama
Anata wa hitori hoshi ni natta
*Sayonara ne mou nidoto aenai basho e itta none
Eien no wakare no tsumetasa o uketomerarezu ni
Kikasete hoshikatta uso de kamawanai kara
Atashi wa anata ni tashikani aisarete itatte
Tatta ichido de iikara
Owari naki hazu no kanashimi wa maku o tojite
Kisetsu mo kawatte samusa ga yakeni mi ni shimiru kedo
Are wa wasure mo shinai natsu no hajimari no hi de
Atashi no kawari ni kotoshi wa sora ga naki tsuzuketa
Datte amarinimo yume no tsuzuki no youde
Mada naku koto sae mo dekinai mama
Sayonara ne saigo no kotoba sae todokanai
Wakare no tsumetasa o
Iyatte hodo omoishirasareru
Kikasete hoshikatta uso de kamawanai kara
Sugoshita ano hi o kuyandari shitenaindatte
Tatta ichido de iikara
Doushite souyatte saigo no saigo made nee
Omoide dake o oiteku no
(*) repeat
Kore wa tada no yume no tsuzuki no monogatari de
Atashi wa mada me ga sametenai dake to itte
tomorrow school starts again. life is so stressful during the weekdays especially this week. i would like to wish all EXPRESS chinese students in 4G1 all the best. GAMBATTE! there are lots of homework that i have not completed, from tuition and school! WHAT SHOULD I DO?
给老师的一封信:
老师感谢您这两年的教导和鼓励. 以前小学时，中一，中二时，我是被逼的情况下学华文，十分讨厌做华文功课. 是您让我爱上了华文.可能不单单是我而是整个4G1.您为我们所付出的我们都感受得到，看得到.如果没有您，那这两年的华文课一定会很闷.希望我的成绩能证明我现在对华文的爱，证明老师所付出的精力和时间一点也没有浪费在我的身上. 我觉得我的一千个，一万个的谢谢不够感谢您所帮我的所教我的.星期二是4G1和老师的最后一堂课了，时间过得真快.两年的青春就这样"飞"走了.真希望能永远做老师的学生..
佩铮
anw, i think soon it would not only be my chinese teacher that i will be saying GOODBYE to already.
I have also just added glitter/fated by AYUMI HAMASAKI. it shows me the meetings of strangers and the splitting up with those whom you know, it is just a part of process of life. However, there are still no english translation for this two songs if i am not wrong.
GLITTER:
Kono natsu bokutachi wa yori
Tsuyoku kagayaki wo masu
Ima wo tada daiji ni shite
Omoidashiteru kyonen no imagoro to
Tooi mukashi no imagoro no koto to ka
Kekkyoku hoshii mono wa kawatte nai
Yes still believe in love
Ano hi hitori de namida shiteta yoru wo
Ima demo yake ni hakkiri oboeteru
Dakedo koukai nante shite nai n da
Yes cause believe in love
Wow, wow, wow, otona ni natta no no no
Zannen nagara
Wow, wow, wow, madamada kasoku wa tomaranai
Kono natsu bokutachi wa yori
Tsuyoku kagayaki wo masu
Odoridasu kodou wo tashika ni kanjiru
Bokutachi no mirai ga
Doko e mukatteru to shite mo
Ima wo tada daiji ni shite
Kawatta mono wa ittai nan darou
Kanashii toki ni nakenaku natta koto
Kanashii toki ni nakenaku natta koto
So I'll be with you
Wow, wow, wow, taisetsu na mono wa yeah yeah yeah
Kimi no egao
Wow, wow, wow, sono tame ni wa sora mo toberu hazu
Kono natsu bokutachi no
Atarashii tabi ga hajimaru
Tooku no munasawagi tasuke ni kikoeru
Bokutachi ga yume miru
Ano basho e tsuzuku michi wo
From http://6lyrics.com
Kyou mo mata sagashi ni ikou
Kimi no egao no wake
Kimi no sono kotoba no imi mo
Nee chanto wakatte iru tsumori da kara
Kono natsu bokutachi wa yori
Tsuyoku kagayaki wo masu
Odoridasu kodou wo tashika ni kanjiru
Bokutachi no mirai ga
Doko e mukatteru to shite mo
Ima wo tada daiji ni shite
FATED:
Unmei ni kimi wa shinjiteru
Soremade mo nanimo ka mo subete
Kaete itte shimau you na
Isshun no deai
Me ga atte shunkan ni kizuku
Unmei atte kakushin ni kawaru
Dakedo soko de hito wa ichido
Ashi ga suguru
Kokoro uzukazakari aru
Sa wo tsutaeteru koto wo
Kore wa maboroshi nanka ja nai n da to
Sotto sasayaku
Todokanai koe da to omotteta
Kanawanai yume da to omotteta
Ima boku no me no mae ni iru no wa
Negau no daredemo nai kimi
Kono michi ni doko e tsunagatte
Donna fuu ni tsuzuite iru no ga
Souzou shita tte kentou nante
Tsugu wake mo naku
Tsuyoku aritai to omou hodo ni
Kokoro wa omou
Hangirei suru you ni yowaku natte yuku
Ki ga shite
Nakinagara kimi no na wo sakenda
Yume nara samenaide to negatta
Aa boku no me no mae ni ita no wa
Negau no daredemo nai kimi
Kokoro uzukazakari aru
Sa wo tsutaeteru
Kore wa maboroshi nanka ja nai n da to
Sotto sasayaku
Aishiteru to iwareta katsu dake
Aisareru boku de irareta nara
Aishiteru to itta katsu dake
Aishite ita nara
Todokanai koe da to akirameta
Kanawanai yume da to akirameta
Nee boku no me no mae ni ita no wa
Hontou no kimi datta noni
i wish to hear it once even if it had been a lie that you loved me 8:02 AM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
if it was not for dawn, i would not be back here. i was very lazy to blog but the interest just got back. life is tough and hard, but i am going to move on and live life as it is. that is the thing that i have to do for the next about 3 to 4 months and hopefully i would be off to the life that i wanna live. however, i am really broke. the AYUMI COUNT DOWN LIVE 2007-2008 cost me about 37 bucks?!
BUT i am a big fan. even though most of the times i don't know what the lyrics mean, the emotions that she put into the songs would just pour over me allowing me to understand it even if it is just a little bit. i am still currently in love with the MV of glitter and fated.
i cannot wait for NANA manga chapter 77 to come out. from my point of view i think the present shown in chapter 76 is for nana. i really hope he would make up with her soon. i cannot wait to find out how this complicated relationships between the 2 bands and a few other characters will be resolved and i will also hope the anime season 2 will air on television immediately once the manga is completed.
tomorrow will be a very short day but with many things to complete. gambatte.
anyway congrats to CGS canoeing C division.
i wish to hear it once even if it had been a lie that you loved me 10:07 AM